I want to grab you out of the blue and spit in your mouth, because I love you.

I want to make sure you’re drinking enough water through the day, because I’m a controlling asshole.

I want to keep you naked, chained, and well tortured and pleasured for hours or days, because I love you.

I want to push you to get that job, start that business, or strive in education because I’m a controlling asshole.

I want to watch your eyes as I choke you, because I love you.

I want to come up behind and wrap my arms around you and nibble your neck, because I’m a controlling asshole.

I want to degrade you, because I love you.

I want to hear your problems, because I’m a controlling asshole.

I want to humiliate you, because I love you.

I want you to joke with me, because I’m a controlling asshole.

I want you marked by my torment, wear symbols of my ownership, receive my brand, because I love you.

I want to get you gifts simply because I thought of you, send flowers to your work for no reason, because I’m a controlling asshole.

Just insomnia ramblings, a person who wants what I have to offer doesn’t exist.

MT


Original FetLife Post on October, 2020